in a relationship, there has to be friendship..i just want to grow with someone, and look back and said “we did this together”. I was alone, we kept each other company. I had dreams of becoming a innovator, you push me. We’re both quiet, lets be loud together. You loning for real love, lets love together, for real. Lets live life through each other. when you feel pain, I want to be there. I’m not really good with words, especially if it wasn’t in my mind for preparation. But just being there, shows a lot. I’m small, you’ll small, living in this big world. I’ll be your protector. I never understood love in the intimate way, mainly because I never experience that. I’m not a virgin sexually, but a virgin in love. I don’t know how that feels like to hold a girl and keep her there. Either I walk away or she walk away. But the weird thing, is that, love was something I always wanted. Maybe its present for the absents of siblings. I’m the only child, yet i have so many friends and family to fill that void but your heart tells you different. A commitment is design for change. I want someone to love me in that fashion. Teach me how to love. Maybe one day, I’ll have a newborn and then I realize the benefits of love, because the only way I having a child is if its with the person I’m in love with. The absense does not make the heart grow fonder but hope does, dreams does. Just so many damn options to choose from.you can have a son thats just like me, or one thats nothing like me. you can have one thats strong, or one to need me to build her up. I just want someone I can be myself around and love me for me. Its not that hard, trust me. Its my fault for it not being there in the first place. Being open and up front, socially, is my weakness. But love allows someone to read my heart. Love is what I want.